September 2009
14 posts
Waiting
Waiting
waiting
and waiting
It just sucks
when Im unable to contact you
been waiting for more than an hour
for you to come online
you don’t know how much
I’ve missed you
Just like the summer
i never hesistate
Just as the screwed up day
couldn’t get anymore screwed
it just did
Boring
Life is really
just super boring
just when you can’t get enough of holidays
you’re sick of it
I miss you
more than ever
and ever
Boring day
It’s night
the day has drawn by extremely slowly
spending the whole day counting down
and its not even at midnight yet
today sucked
and tomorrow’s not going to get any better
Cheers,
my life sucks
Just shut it
What am I to you?
Nothing apparently
An emotional eclipse
Holidays are here :D
but if this means
we can go out to have fun
your wrong
Well,
it’s not that i can’t
its someone else
We probably won’t be able to go out anyday
your so busy with all of your friends
but nevermind
I would show you
my BIG and WARM smile
Frowns
You..
don’t know how worried Iam
The feeling of .
However much i want to help
you always push me away
even though it matters so much to me
i want to scream it all out
i kept silent
I really wished i could help
to know what i can help you with
can’t you even try
do you think i won’tbe able to handle it?
Whats the point of loving you
when all i can do
is to watch you suffer
and feeling helpless
about it
I don’t enjoy...
Reminiscence
A long and slow day
it’s almost drawing to an end
but I don’t feel relieved at all
I spent the whole day thinking
about what I did to make you upset
but nothing came to my mind
I still don’t know why your ignoring me
If it’s something I did
I’m sorry
saying sorry doesn’t help
but you not telling me your mind
doesn’t help either
Is it that hard to speak out your thoughts
are...
Gone
4th month
Nothing just seems right
yeap everythings just wrong
and i don’t know how to fix it
““Bangladesh has the top 10 universities in the world”
This was one...”
– from : DEWEI :D
Why
Why is it that it is so hard for us to be able to communicate well
its always over the most trivial matters
that leave us being angry with the other
whose fault is it?
You asked me something
and i asked you why were you interested in knowing my answer
you didn’t want to tell me
you said nevermind
But does it really not matter to you?
do u really not mind?
there must have been a...
Love Nai
Yes i’m happy
cause i went out with someone whom was dearest to me
hahahaha of course it was dear
my love my love my love
Your the only person that can make me smile
make me really want to feel loved
and to make me feel that there is such things as love
you don’t know how very much i’ve missed you
Today was really a very enjoyable day
it was actually just like any...
August 2009
4 posts
Rainy afternoon
Today’s been wet
extremely wet
its been raining since morning
and it doesn’t seem to be stopping soon
But i ain’t complaining
at least it doesn’t feel freaking hot like certain afternoons
okay i know that was extremely random
just felt like blogging about the weather
Chemistry sucks
and maths kinda sucks just as much as it
2tests tomorrow
and i haven’t...
Random
For every minute that you are angry
you lose 60seconds of happiness…
Im bored
Tiring tiring day today,
but I’m glad that i manage to help relieve someone’s load
i think
well i probably did ease it
maybe just a little
Shagged
Blah, i woke up late today
Didn’t go to school cause i got a headache :D
anyway its not as if i deliberately wanted to miss school
it just sort of happened
Gym today was good
thanks for accompanying me when i was down
and also
thanks to all who showed me compassion
It really meant a lot to me\
saying thanks probably isn’t enough
esp to my buddy Dw
came all the way from...
Just you, you and you...
My first post, okay it feels weird,
maybe its because this few days has just been weird
I think its amazing,
how just one person is able to affect me so much.
And yes, I love you extremely much,
much more than I love anyone else there is in this world.
I know ignoring you is the wrong thing to do,
but I do it because I’m afraid to face you and to talk about it.
I’m sorry if...